i miss you.

it has been almost five yearss.

and i still cant believe it. 

seems like it was yesterday when i was only thirteen.

i saw your face. your big smilee.your eyess. 

you told me how proud you are, but i walked awayy.

there's nothing i wouldnt do to hear your voice again.

sometimes i wanna call you, but i know you wont be theree.

it's just so hard to say, 

if i had just one more dayy.

i would tell you how much that i miss you 

since you've been awayy.

 but today i am eighteen.

how fast and furious the time wass.

fuhhhhh.

take a deeeppp breathhh.

pe nehh syamilaaa,

terimalahh qada' dan qadar Allahh. ye?

yahh. i have to. 

Walauu kau tiada di siniku tetap ingat semua pesanmu.

Ku hidup seolaholah kau masih ada bisikan kata kepadaku.

-PATAHSERIBU-

huehuehuehuee.

im a strong girl and i knew itt.

no doubtt. you go girl !

but seriously,

i miss my ayahh. 

my only ayahh.